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2月17日

Detox

Flowing through my veins,

You’re love feels like poison

Making me weaker with every heartbeat

11月12日

Quit You

With you, is where I feel at home
Know that, you were my first love
You felt like my first kiss
Everyday filled with butterflies and sunny skies
But now things have changed

You are my weakness
Hearing you say my name, I lose my ground

I'm back where I started,
Breaking a promise I made myself, falling in love with you wasn't my choice

I've got to be stronger
I've got to like what i see when i look in the mirror
With you in my life that's an impossibility
That's why I've got to quit you
Move on and let go of you
Know that, I will always love you
You hold a part of my heart, part of my soul

I've got to quit you

I promise i won't forget you

I've got to let you go, so I can be whole
I've got to quit you
9月30日

Tainted Memories

I've been burned before
and sometimes i think i like the pain
Because when i sense smoke
I run to the flames.

He says he wants to see me,
He says he's been thinking of me
He says my name
I feel myself wandering through a familiar scene

I can't help it
I can't stop myself
Just to feel your arms again
Is worth a thousand more heartbreaks in the end.
8月28日

my brain sunday august 27, 2006

What has happened to my life
I've lost all control
I'm watching my actions on tv
i've handed someone else the remote
He seems to like this scene
He's got it on replay
This is where i fall
This is where i stay
I'm prey to sexual desires
Stop. Rewind. Replay.
Is this what i want or am i giving in?
I'll let somebody else decide, i've done enough thinking.
Stop. Rewind. Replay.
I'm going through these motions like a well rehearsed movie role
I'm watching them on tv
While someone's holding the remote
Stop. Rewind and Replay.

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I've been broken
Now this heart is no longer open
Hey prince charming i think your princess is next door.
I was hoping you'd stay a while
No i'm not looking for love
Don't worry baby, this will stay between me and you
Hush now follow me to my room
A closed heart hiding behind closed doors.
Love will never find me here.
If you see her hanging around, let her know
She's not welcome anymore
I'm not looking for love i don't want her here.
She's hurt me too many times
I won't let another man come near.
Now love doesn't live here
Anymore.
I've been broken
so now this heart is no longer open
7月3日

Maybe you

I don't want to play this game anymore.
I don't want to do this anymore, he's not the man i want him to be.
Everytime i look into his eyes, does he know, i'm wishing he were another guy?
Just when i think i've moved on, just when i think i can share my heart again,
I remember the sound of your laughter
And i fall in love with you again.
I don't want to play this game anymore,
I don't want to fall asleep, knowing you won't be waking up next to me.
And i don't want to spend my life alone
I ignore the memories
Loving is easier without you haunting me.
I never meant for it to get this far,
But now he says he's in love with me.
I didn't mean to play this game
I don't want to have this role,
A torn woman holding on to her past, heart never fully healed
I've never fallen out of love with you.



5月13日

untitled

I was told that my life was in danger
That somebody wanted to hurt my mother and father
They pointed him out
And I got on a plane
Followed him home
Never to see my family again

In unfamiliar land i found my target
Ignored the cries of his babies
And shot him dead on the floor

I went to war to fight for my freedom
I went to war to protect my family
I went to war and murdered somebody elses daddy

He told us we were in danger
Said we had to fight
I went to war to save our future
Now my family has to bury me
Now i can't remember, what is it we are fighting for?
4月24日

be counted

You close your eyes to the children crying.
Open up your hearts to the mothers screaming
get up get up get up
do something
Stand up stand up stand up
Say something

4月14日

Lovely

You think you know her
and you think she's lovely
You let your hand glide
down the small of her back
You like how she smells
And you like her laugh
But you don't know
She's crying on the inside

What you don't know can't hurt you
What you don't see can't blind you
To you she'll always be, a lovely girl

You say she's perfect
and you tell all your friends about her
You say she may be the one
and your mother adores her
Luckily her scars can't be seen from the outside

How lovely it is to bleed when no ones watching
How lovely it is to feel so empty in a crowded room
How lovely is the sound of this hollow laughter
She is so lovely.
4月2日

Sui generis

What is it that makes me so special?
Is it the sound of my voice,
The echo of my laugh
The happiness, the sadness, the anger in my eyes?
Is it in the sway of my hips?
or the taste of my lips?
Is it found in the roll of my tongue?
Or in the books i read?
the music i listen to?
the art i paint?
the pictures i take?
Am i so unique in the love i make?
in the food i eat?
in the clothes i wear?
or the style of my hair?

what is it that makes us the same?
is it the skin and bones
or the blood flowing in our veins?
is it in our heart beat?
or in every breath we take?
is it because we all started with a first step?
a first word, a first sentence?
Is it because we are made from sperm and egg?

You see, whether you kill or save lives,
we aren't so different you and i.

3月30日

Deliverance

The pain hits me hard and suddenly the room is spinning
I can't keep these tears from falling
Everything and everyone, it all seems to have come undone
Slowly losing grip
Push a little harder
Go a little deeper
Trying, trying, but i can't help myself
Outta my mind and onto these walls
Can't, can't keep it in
Let it flow, let it flow
6月2日

On To You

Amelie Koury <32flavours>
i woke up this morning and everything felt different
things aren't so funny anymore
i just feel like crying
so i start throwing punchs in the air
pretending your my victim
i'll throw a tantrum
start pulling at my hair
i think i'm dying
without you here

it wasn't the same sleeping without you
this bed seems so much larger when there's only one
the smell of your cologne lingers on my pillow and it won't leave me alone
i'd like to burn it to get you out of my dreams
i want to break everything u've tainted
it's not fair, why must you haunt me now
you've said goodbye,
now you're everywhere
get out get out get out get out
get out of my head
get out get out get out get out
get out of me

5月21日

Snooze

There are things I don't want to deal with today
There are faces I don't feel like seeing
I'll turn over and hit snooze
I just want to disappear for a while

I don't feel like talking to you
There are things that need to be said
But today, I just want to hide
And let these sheets take me over

I'm going to close my eyes now
And pretend you don't exist
I may cry a little now
And tell myself these are tears of happiness

If you weren't real
If you were never here
I'd be whole
Now you've broken me,
you've damaged me,
you've taken me apart, ripped me up, thrown me out

I'm gonna hit snooze now
and pretend you don't exist
i may cry a little now
and tell myself these are tears of happiness

5月5日

not gonna

i don't want to shed more tears
i'm better than this
i've got something on my mind
holding back my heart

i don't want to talk to you
i'm walking away from this
there's a voice inside telling me this ain't right
what's wrong with this picture?
who's to blame?
i'm not putting myself through pointless fights
i'm not going to argue anymore
cuz there's something telling me to leave this alone
to walk away
to move on

See Me

See me a dancer and i will dance
See me independent and i will stand alone
See me a giggler and i will laugh
See me a friend and i will be your shoulder
See me a listener and i will let you speak
See me a confidant and i will keep your secrets
See me a phone call away and i will answer
See me a stranger and i will not deny you
See me as truth and i will never lie

See me a whore and disregard everything else
See me a whore and i am empty
See me a whore and i am nothing
See me a whore